Today was very emotional. I can’t even begin to say how much. It started out with getting up early, getting dressed, having a very light breakfast, and studying for my Italian final for an hour before class. Then we took our final with Bruno, and it wasn’t as bad as I originally thought it would be. Once everyone was done with it, we read through our translations of the song he wanted us to learn for tonight, and then he played it on Youtube so we could sing along to it. We had some fun with it, and lots of laughs were good today. Right after class with him, we had our last class with Dr. T, where we went over everything that we have learned and experienced and what we are taking away from our time here. Afterwards, I had a meeting with him about a paper that’s due, then packed my bag and headed up to town for some lunch. I bought another t-shirt about Rome, grabbed a slice of pizza, and instead of hanging out in town to do homework, I headed back down the hill to campus to do it. I grabbed a blanket and headed outside and worked for awhile at a marble table near the field. Then I moved inside to charge my laptop and use the internet, and eventually moved to the balcony outside my room. The whole time I worked on finishing some homework, and took quick breaks to move to different locations. I stayed outside as much as possible because it was such a beautiful day, and staying inside was not what I wanted to do today.
As I worked on the balcony, it came to be close to Mass time, so I changed, worked a little more, and headed over to our last Mass together. I ended up doing the readings, and Fr. Brown gave a wonderful homily about remembering our time here and how we were part of an experience that no one else on this trip will ever experience: the blessings of 2 Popes, and the witnessing of the conclave. He wished us well and safe travels, too. I will miss him every Wednesday night, and his conversations at the dinner table. He helped make the experience what it was.
After Mass, we headed up to Castel Gandolfo for our Farewell Dinner. Bruno met us there, and we enjoyed a lively and laughter filled meal, complete with lots of conversation, tiramisu and a farewell cake, and a farewell toast with champagne. Bruno had to leave early and all of us said goodbye to him, then after some more talking and laughing, Mike began a series of thanks and speeches. Each of us, from Mike to Danilo, to all of us kids, and finally Dr. T said a few words about our time here. It was very emotional, and we ended up making Danilo cry, but it was also filled with lots of laughter. We needed it. Kayla had sung “Rolling in the Deep” earlier for all of us without music, and the night at the restaurant ended with Cat singing a song. She sang wonderfully! I never knew she could do that!
As we left, Dom said “Camp Walsh”, and immediately we all made our way, walking and running, to the star in the middle of the piazza between the central fountain and the Pope’s Palace, where we stood all those weeks ago for Benedict’s Farewell Address. We huddled there together, putting our right feet in the center, just like we did then. We got a couple pictures like that, from inside the circle, and then we lined up in our spot and got a group picture together. I started to lose it after that. Alli, Dom and I walked down a different road for a minute, separating ourselves from the group so that I could compose myself. We met back up with them, and the entire walk back to campus was filled with laughter and our favorite quotes from our favorite movies and times here. We decided to have a movie night and watch Casablanca while drinking some wine, another night together.
I didn’t realize until tonight just how much I love this place and this family. Leaving will be one of the hardest things I will ever do.